"When I think of life, I think of how it should go for me. And when I realize my thinking, I quickly ponder the chance for me to just live life and enjoy. Not to worry about the future, but to plan my future yes, but plan it loosely. I keep wondering and asking myself all the wrong things.................. I ask myself the question ,”What am I living for?”. The quick answer is for the glory of God, but is that what I am really living for? I sometimes think not, I want instant gratification. I want success. I want confidence….. How am I supposed to gain these things, and actually enjoy them. They are inferior requests to a God who only makes things happen for His glory, which I should want, but I want the glory for myself.
How can I converge my energy to worshiping a God so magnificent, that when I hear His name I should cry out and be joyful, because he is there. He sent His son to die for me! How can I see this world with all its bad, and see the good that should be conquering all. I want an awakening. I want to be enamored with His grace. I want to know that he is going to take me down the right path. He is going to help me see the future for what it really is. Eternity is a long time compared this life here on Earth, Its time to start living for it.
Lord, take my body and make it yours, take my mind and make it yours, and also Lord take
my life, that it is already yours and make it what you want without me trying to take
over.............. Lord, I love you. I thank you for your glory
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